February 10, 2014
“Have you accepted Jesus as your Savior?” really is the biggest question you have to answer. Your response determines your eternity. But have you asked yourself the next burning question, “Will you make Jesus the Lord of your life?” The answer to this question will determine each Christian’s life here on Earth.
You see, I accepted Christ as my personal Savior as a small child, saying the sinner’s prayer. Being raised in a Baptist churches as a kid, I responded to a number of altar calls with further acceptance of Christ as my Savior. Because what kid would ever want to burn in Hell forever? In my head, I just wanted to be assured of that eternal destination of Heaven.
Well, I continued through my middle school and high school years with great blessing and accomplishment, but on the inside, I was really struggling. Sure, I knew all the memory verses and was a clean cut, well-behaved, bright, well-spoken teenager in front of the adults. But I put acceptance and the opinions of my peers on the top of my priority list. I wanted to be important, included, popular, different, special. All of these, unfortunately, using the world’s criteria.
Well, my foul language, lying, alcohol and drug use, and many other sinful behaviors, escalated causing multiple consequences … compromised athletic accomplishments in my senior year of high school, losing out on a baseball scholarship possibilities, loss of an Air Force ROTC scholarship after 2 years, almost getting thrown out of college for violating the honor code and cheating, almost flunking out of college, and almost not being accepted into medical school as I initially squeaked onto the waiting list. There were so many consequences. But it could have been much worse in many ways. Fortunately God extended so much grace to me.
My troubles all culminated halfway through medical school, on Super Bowl Sunday. Following a DUI, I was arrested for 6 counts of aggravated assault and landed in jail. It was in that cold, lonely cell that God asked me if I was ready to make Him the Lord of my life, or if I still wanted to be the Lord of my own life. Me being Lord wasn’t working out too well. It never really did. He promised me, if I made Him the Lord of my life, he would teach me the spiritual discipline of decision-making that would bring all 3 spheres of my being, mixed with my education and experiences to transform my mind and life. He would also allow me to help others understand this key decision-making spiritual discipline in order to transform their lives as well.
You see, when you answer this question soundly, then regularly stand by it, all the other questions become so clear. “Should I pray for healing or God’s will?” “Is this the right house?” “Should we use in vitro to get pregnant?” “Should I get divorced?” “Should I call that person I am angry with?” “Should I speak up for what is right, do the right thing?” When you make Him Lord for all your decisions, the Holy Spirit sits on the throne of your heart, and the Bible becomes our powerful how-to manual for life. His lenses become your lenses for every facet of your life, big or small. It was way better than what I was using, which landed me in jail.
Since that night at 3 AM in a cold prison cell, with a bloodied face, a bruised body, and ripped shirt, God has never broken His promise to me, and my life has never been the same. God’s grace and blessing have been truly amazing, abundant, and overwhelming.
Today, ask yourself that burning question, “Have you made Jesus the Lord of your life?” If the answer is no, then ask yourself why not? What do you need to know or believe differently about God or yourself in order to give yourself to Him as He gave Himself for you? As long as you keep putting yourself in your own hands, life will be hard and your potential will be very limited. Whether you make Jesus as the actual Lord of your life or you elect yourself or some other impotent and finite person or object as your lord is your decision, so choose well.
Dear Father God, It is so beautiful and rewarding to see Your work even in difficult circumstances. Help me look to You, Father, during these difficult times, as there is so much to learn when life doesn’t meet my expectations. I want to live a life that is close to You. I ask You, Father, to remove every obstacle that prevents me from totally giving myself to You. I am a terrible authority and lord of my life. I’m not sure why I demand to be in that role. I know my pride gets in the way of being dependent on You. I pray this in the name of the One who gave Himself totally for me, Jesus Christ; And all God’s children say – AMEN!
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
In the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words; Romans 8:26