Readings for Reflection
Do you want to get well? is a shocking question. Of course I want to be well! But then on closer reflection I am forced to ask, Do I really want to get well?
At times I am so attached to my illness (today we could also say addiction) that I prefer illness to health. Possibly my illness (addiction) keeps me from facing the real problem or my real self. My illness could be the crutch I have used to hide or circumvent deeper spiritual problems.
The question also shocks because it reminds me that I am a participant in my road to health. God may indeed bring miraculous, sudden, or slow healing with or without the benefit of modern medicine. But it appears that God does not bring healing unless I desire to be whole.
So once again I am reminded that I am partner with God. I am asked to participate in the healing process. Even in the miraculous healing I am asked to be a full participant.
In the passage where this question is posed (John 5:1-18) Jesus gives instructions to “take up your bed and walk.” The mental desire to be well now shifts to a physical act. I am asked to take some specific actions to open the doors to healing.
Do I want to be well? Yes, yes, even if it means taking up my bed and carrying what has been carrying me. I am indeed helpless on my own, and I am indeed invincible with God. God does have the ability to make me whole once again.
In obedience I will take up my bed and walk on the pathway to wholeness.
This is an excerpt from the book A Guide to Prayer for All Who Seek God by Rueben P. Job
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